Ok, so I’m not the most sensitive of persons (I don’t talk about my feelings unless I’m mad) but I feel as if I don’t do something about that in a timely fashion she will lose interest. I really suck at this game:/ I’m not sure what’s acceptable to talk about and what’s not at this juncture in our relationship. I don’t want to end up hurting her feelings or confusing her because I don’t know how to talk about it.
She asked me to marry her. I said I didn’t want to be one of those typical lesbian couples that got engaged after being together for 3 months. Now I think I might be wishing that I would’ve just said yes (drunk mind maybe?). But at the same time that question scared the fuck out of me.
I’ve never been one to not do something I wanted to do because I was scared because in my mind everything can be fixed